This is not always apparent early on, as social constructs trump sexual awareness. The cocky jock may be looking for attention and chasing women, but it is miles away from what it truly may be, a submissive cashfaggot craving a confident, superior Master. A teenage girl may be search for a boyfriend, a product of religious parents or social norms in their area, and yet find out later they are really lesbian. Social surroundings often mask what one truly is, and this is even more so when someone is born submissive or a natural Master.
It became more apparent for Me in college. It became obvious one professor was making up reasons to contact Me, would oddly show up where I was, and in time, offer to pay for things. At first, it was creepy, but soon, I began to look forward to it. Not yet realizing it, his desperation for Me turned Me on. He worked at it; I knew I consumed his thoughts and controlled his actions; that control pushed Me to take more.
It was more of a turn on as his actions could easily, if reported, get him fired. He never sucked Me off or had any sexual contact with Me, but once I realized this control came naturally and it excited Me, it went from him buying things to having cash for Me, just to interact with Me in person. Soon he was sending cash when demanded, the without prompting, desperate for attention. When he contacted Me after the semester, I knew I owned him.
It wasn’t some attempt to become something. It’s not forced. No one waked up one day and states ‘I want to control cashpigs’ or ‘I need to be an owned faggot.’ It was the natural progression, who you truly are will come when you experience an unexpected positive reaction to something.
Most submissives would not respond to a suggestion they hand their cash to someone. But over time, a natural exploration of ones sexuality will lead it to try something new. You may have never known what financial domination was, and at first, thought it was insane. But thoughts lingered, and you took a step, tributing a small amount, $5. The response was consuming, it was something you had never felt, a new rush. You were realizing what you truly are.
Another trigger for Me was the eyes of a submissive. At all times, unless otherwise demanded, a fagot will seek the approval of its Master, and constantly look to Masters eyes. The submissive wants to know the Master is pleased, and the look of those wide, desperate eyes has always made M cock hard, and served as a craving to take more control. This can be financial but also physical; few things turn Me on more than feeling a faggots skull in My hands, holding it in place as I use its holes. The more it struggles, the harder I get.
The journey for a Master and for a submissive is very similar: over time, as one tries and explores new things, your reaction to them will guide you. You were born this way, and trying new things, exploring will lead to where you were meant to be. By now, however, you may already know the cashfaggot you are, and crave going deeper in service to your Master.
For a fag it feels as natural to submit to a dominant cash demand.