Understanding Control
But you do. This is not an acquired addiction; it is what you always have been. There have always been hints, but you ran from them. They felt unnatural.
You would try to find something that fulfilled this need, despite not knowing what it was. You pushed limits, tried things considered dangerous. Public sex, multiple partners, swallow piss, a gang bang. For a time, new fetishes excited you, but soon, that excitement wore away.
But this didn’t. You ran at times, fought it for periods, perhaps weeks, months, even years. But you thought about it, it was the one thing you thought of even in unrelated sexual interactions. Your partners never knew, you kept it hidden. But nothing took you as deep as losing genuine financial control to a Master that reached the same place taking you there.
And here you are. No hypnosis. No games. Knowing well what you are, of sound mind, desperate to be used, taken deeper to feel the true loss of control. This is what you are, My faggot. This is where you belong.
The first time you give in you get an amazing feeling and you want more of it then you know how good it is to be a cash faggot for a Master that get excited be getting your cash.