Understanding the Need to Serve

The journey to becoming the submissive faggot you were always meant to be is a lengthy one. Even for those that do not identify as gay, the desire to not only serve but to exist to be used by a superior Master takes time to recognize and truly accept.

Before acceptance comes a period of exploration. Perhaps you were fucking and someone showed dominant traits that excited you. You were meeting a client at work and his confidence turned you on. Maybe you felt it early in life when bullied, and you jerked off to the idea after and didn’t understand why it turned you on.

Once you realize the idea excites you, when you spend hours searching online for dominant meme’s, when a simple photo of a large erect cock makes you throb, the next step becomes clear: exploration.

At this stage, you do not yet realize what you truly are. The idea of being an owned faggot may arouse you, but you are far from understanding that you were born for exactly that. At this stage, you think of your proclivities as a simple fetish.

And from here, you seek it out more. Finding an adult bookstore, going at night, jerking off in the booth as you watch porn thinking about the other men in there. Seeing men walk by, their feet under the door, making your heart race. Nervously opening the door.

You don’t just want cock faggot. You need to be told to take it, pushed into place, your head held in place as you instinctively open your mouth. You don’t crave sucking cock, you want to be facefucked. More and more, you submit to the triggers around you, your heartrate and throbbing cock the true indicators of what you need.

Soon, you find regulars. Men who are there to use faggots. Men you ultimately use you, and tell you what times they expect you to be there. Soon, the instructions become more details: to be stripped naked, kneeling, door unlocked. In time, they have you keep the door open, so random men can take a look at the naked faggot before deciding if they want to use your throat.

Exploration is a key phase on a faggots journey. Long before acceptance is discovering all the aspects of serving real men that make that faggot cock throb.